a tuesday night to remember

i usually look forward to tuesdays as God always moves spectacularly. tuesday is the day where i receive, get recharged and becomes ready to give for the rest of the week.

of cos, there’ll be some tuesdays when i feel otherwise, especially when i’m really tired. i’m depreived of sleep due to the recent tests and projects datelines. felt so distracted despite the fact the God’s presence was so tangible in the holy auditorium. i felt i’ve missed it totally.

during worship, my mind kept thinking about cg, finances, upcoming bf, studies, people, friends, future… i felt i need to breakaway, but to no avail

if there’s one thing i want God to help me more, it has to be in the area of song leading. it was only towards the last moment, when i felt God assuring me that even if the quality of my singing remains the same, it will still be the sweetest sound to Him. what a joy to hear from Him the Great in such a manner!

i guess the rest doesn’t really matter anymore. i trust in Him that everything is well taken care of.